Jazzy Cooper Fostersのインスタグラム(bordernerd) - 9月13日 02時39分

I cannot believe it's been a year and half since Jazzy crossed over. I still think about her every day and every hour. When I had just lost her, people told me these things. "She will be in your heart forever." "She becomes part of you." etc. Because I was so broken then, none of these comments helped me. In fact, I didn't believe I would ever be able to fill the gaping hole in my heart. I thought I'd just have to accept the pain.
Lately, something is changing in me. The tight sensation I always felt in my heart when I thought about Jazzy is now being replaced with these overwhelmingly warm and peaceful feelings. It no longer feels like she is gone. I'm not trying to be cheesy...but I now understand what "She will be in your heart forever" means. My heart is starting to be a whole again and I do feel Jazzy in my heart. It's like our connection was taken to the next level, unbreakable and inseparable. I don't know how else to explain, but it is consoling. ?

Having BB during my initial grieving period was tough. I questioned my decision to take on a dog like her so soon but what else could I have done, besides keep trying? I wanted an easy senior dog that would comfort me while I mourned. But of course, Jazzy had to hand pick one of the most challenging dogs and send her to me. She knew BB needed me, and I needed a challenge to distract me from the pain. (and she picked a good one) ? With time, and through overcoming the challenges together, BB and I bonded and eventually fell in love. Jazzy was the cupid-angel. ???‍♀️ #lovecontinues

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