ミッチェル・マネーのインスタグラム(michellemoney) - 3月13日 08時58分

For 8 years, my body has been holding on to a word that has been attached to my name by millions of people. The word is “Villain.” ⁣
This word is fully loaded.  It is heavy and hard. It’s negative and degrading. It’s shameful and it has caused me more sorrow than I am willing to admit. When it is activated, it feels like a punch in the gut. I hate it.  And it hates me. ⁣
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A year or so ago, I made an appointment to see an energy healer named Suzanne. (@queensuzanne2u )I have to admit that I was skeptical at first, but after one session, I knew that she was incredibly gifted.  It took me an entire year of meeting with her monthly, to face this topic. Being the “Villain. “⁣
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Suzanne was able to access the energy where I was holding this word and walk me through one of the hardest and most beautiful processes of my life.  I laid on her table and wept from my core. Not just for the pain and betrayal I felt from whom I thought to be my friends, (producers, cast mates) but for that beautiful soul who you see in this photo.  She was brave and bold and confident.  She was also incredibly naive and easily manipulated. She was just trying to figure herself out.  She was a ham, yes. But she was fierce and funny.  I  have been so hard on her.  I have been ashamed of her and her behavior.  Until a few months ago, that is.  I had to mourn her.  I had to forgive her.  I had to love her. ⁣
What happened when I got up from her table was remarkable.  It was relief.  It was love.  It was light and easy.  I cannot and will not deny the contrast I felt after doing this hard emotional work facilitated by a powerful healer. 🙏🏼❤️ I also do not believe I could have accessed this on my own.  It changed me to the core.  That punch to the gut has been removed by what some may call, “emotionally surgery.”
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So, my question to you is this: ⁣
What pain are you holding on to? What topic comes up in your life that you constantly want to push away? What traumas are you avoiding?  THAT is where you begin because THAT PAIN IS THE VILLAIN.  Not you.  And most definitely, NOT ME.

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jbbeccakenzibryn Thank you for sharing this Michelle! I only had the pleasure of meeting you on that first night. I agree with Britney and Raichel, you were the most stunning women in the room. Your confidence was intimidating until we sat on the couch outside and talked and I realized you were just as vulnerable and genuine as the rest of us. I feel lucky that I got sent home early. For a long time I was bummed cause I was missing out on building relationships with a lot of amazing women ( never cause of Brad Womack) but I've seen how the process has effected so many. Good for you for seeking help and finding healing!

spartangoof1987 I never saw you as the villain on @thebachelorabctv , you were one of the most real, honest and beautiful women that’s ever been on the franchise and I applaud you for showing your real self/personality and not pretending to be someone you’re not like some other people who’ve come on the show. You had the best intentions and actually was there to find love and I applaud and adore you for that :)

imanyelina We know it's all fabrication and manipulation by the producers of this show. They always choose a person to be the villain, the bully. They need to create drama. It's a shame. Trust me that thousands of people knew this and knew you weren't this villain person in real life. I'm sorry you had to go through this and glad you have healed. ❤️

littlesandspice I STILL remember this dress, I want it lol..where would I find one like it? Haha. And you, I remember wishing I could be as confident as you. 8 years is a long time to hold on to such aching. I’m glad you have moved forward, let “her” go and continue being your sweet, hammy, self girl! Love you 💕💕💕

thestylenest I never viewed you as the villain and would always tell ppl you ere the opposite. You were always one of my favs from day one because you were so real. You’re funny too!! I’m so glad you got this relief because it’s not fun holding on to that stuff. It’s so bad for our bodies.

rach.m.larson You made this whole season for me!!! You were so freaking funny and I would say every Monday “gosh I want to be her best friend!!!” I was genuinely depressed when you weren’t on anymore! I’m sorry there are trolls with no sense of humor and I love this post! ❤️❤️

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