コートニー・ラブさんのインスタグラム写真 - (コートニー・ラブInstagram)「(Part 1) #1, Hole , front row, 90s ( #2, @courtneylove account , deleted , Britney Spears “hot bod” post ) .cleaning up this account the other night was the most humbling , triggering, incandescent, horrible , 10 hours I have spent in sobriety,, I didn’t run & couldn’t face reading this account . I had no agency over my public persona . ( or my private Before August 11 2018 if I texted- emailed it was generally not me , if so , it was copied , and often embellished if other parties had any profit /interest in my relationships . ) I didn’t write the bizzare captions, , toadying hashtags, ass kissing on here - a huge amends to anyone who hung out with me who had to read that shit. Those aren’t my values . what values ? Looks like I didn’t have a pulse . I DID, get picked up , from my house on sunset plaza , stuffed with Xanax / Booze( maybe cocaine If I’d been” good” ) and told to “shut it” and stand next to fuck knows who , fuck knows where , posed with zonked , dead eyes , and blurred in narcotic sulfur (that , I did and said anything to feed . My habit was next level massive )with out a real idea how important Instagram is, ( not that I’d have cared) . Once these photos were obtained I was free to pass out for another week or so , My services were not needed . And that? Was My Rich , textured, sexy , glamourous , wretched , life . . we deleted a lot on this account , dug up hashtags , on teen stars(!) , found side hustles the person running the account as me would demand goods and services for . and would ( obsessively , sometimes , even romantically ) dm other “ celebs “ ( again lots of , teen stars, reality people, bands I don’t know , cartoon characters) as me. ( but on occasion people I know ) . the Kurt content blew my mind . It’s Tuesday ? They’d put up a photo of Kurt . I’m fine with my occasional public acknowledgment of Kurt . . But this next level pandering, , frankly living up to the worst shit said about me ? No wonder people think it’s ok to simply bring him up to me , with no respect . Or formality . . This Instagram , is who I am to you . In social media terms . ... And I’m real ashamed. I’m so sorry everyone」5月20日 9時21分