フェリシティー・パルマティアーさんのインスタグラム写真 - (フェリシティー・パルマティアーInstagram)「WHAT. A. JOURNEY. Survivor now represents not just who I was but who I’ve become. I’m so proud of myself and my mental strength. I’m so grateful for my whole experience and to get an opportunity to play the worlds toughest game. Although my experience out there was very different to mosts I still found a way to take something from every experience, good or bad there was something to be learnt. As hard as the conditions were, I honestly loved it. I loved sleeping under the stars. The simplicity of life in the outback. No phones and access to the outside world. The incredible challenges and the social and mental side to the game. I also loved not looking in a mirror and worrying about my appearance and just letting my leg hair grow, that was liberating and empowering! As most of you know on day 34 while playing Survivor, I got a phone call from home that my Mum had passed away. Once I had been told that my Mum had passed away I felt a pain that I’ve never experienced before in my life. I made the incredibly difficult decision to stay but I knew that my Mum would have wanted me to stay and by me choosing to stay I was continuing to live for my Mum and honouring my Mum and the very reason I wanted to play Survivor in the first place which was for my family. Trying to process losing your Mum when your miles from home was incredibly tough but it also brought up a lot of other things as a result of her condition which I then started to process out there which was fu*ked. I don’t think there was one day from that point onwards that I didn’t have a major meltdown. I dug deeper than I've ever had to before in my life to sum up the courage to continue and perform under unimaginable stress and despair. (Continued in comments)」9月12日 21時25分