テス・ホリデーのインスタグラム(tessholliday) - 6月16日 05時18分

Everybody wasn’t meant to get off at your stop 🖤

It’s been a long road, but I’m finallyyyy DIVORCED & I feel more myself than ever! I know some of y’all are gonna be like “y’all seemed so happy” - the grass always looks greener from afar. For so long I suffered in silence- I convinced myself that my needs, my mental health & my boundaries weren’t important. For over a decade you’ve all heard me say how important it is to take care of YOU, but until a couple years ago I wasn’t able to do the same for myself. I could talk about the friends I shed along the way, the frequent moments I felt like a fraud because I was holding a dark truth & then pretending online like I had the easiest life.

So much shame has weighed me down, so many intrusive thoughts told me that I deserved to be unhappy, & if it wasn’t for beautiful friends & family like @razor_heartz @evilpork666 , & Liv … I most certainly would’ve drowned in it all.

I can’t say that I’d do it all again just to end up here, because I’m certain that there were far easier & kinder ways to learn the same lessons. But I am grateful that I am in a place now that allows me to take in the gift that is my life. The beauty, the happiness, and the abundance that has & continues to pour in from all of the seeds planted.

For anyone who hasn’t or is trying to get to this chapter in their life, where you see yourself clearly or can breathe deeply again. I’m here to show you that the grass is greener - wherever YOU water it. Never shrink yourself, never settle & know you deserve the most beautiful garden in the world.
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