Ashley Jamesさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Ashley JamesInstagram)「Today has been the day that the tiredness has caught up with me and hit me like a ton of bricks... Delirious sleep deprivation levels of tiredness. 💤 And then tonight Alf asked me if we could cuddle on the sofa and we sat and cuddled for ages just us two and it was everything I needed. 🙏❤️ See, the last couple of weeks have been a lot. I say this with full knowledge of how lucky I am to be safe with everything going in the world. And trust me I feel so privileged and very grateful to be able to cuddle my babies. But work has been a bit hectic behind the scenes so I've been working a LOT ... and Ada has been waking a lot so I've not had proper rest... and then with the gas leak in Friday we now have no hot water, working oven, or heating. Things are just hectic and taking a little longer. Today was the first day I started to feel delirious and run down - like my brain isn't working properly! I had a shoot today and drove 45 mins in the wrong direction before I realised. That level of tired! Anyway, it's also been amazing to have the littles off (we don't have childcare in half term) so I say this whilst also being immensely happy trying to find pockets of time with them. I Guess just burning the candle at both ends with trying to give 100$% to both work and babies, with cold showers on top! But yeah, tonight that time with Alfie was just perfect. Even though he did insist on only wearing socks haha! It feels more special because as Ada grows up and can sit and walk around, I get more uninterrupted time with my boy. Anyway, I'm sharing not to moan, but just to send love and solidarity to the sleep deprived parents. I genuinely don't know how the human body copes. It's like having 1000 nights out in a row and not knowing when they will stop! But Alf sleeps through most nights so I know eventually it will happen..for now, I'm going to have a cold shower and have an early night. Tomorrow is a new day as they say! Love and solidarity to anyone in the trenches. ❤️🙏」10月25日 5時11分